I just cant motivate. I havent realized how horrendous I am at self motivating until now. >.< And i want to work freelance. That idea is going to fail so hard when I graduate.

Anyone on my flist who knows a good way to get rid of the art slump please drop me a note.

But barely alive. Need to be a zombie for the final weeks of school. And here I wasted a day drawing pronz. So yea no sleep for me and I might as well stock pile those starbucks double shot drinks. I have to give a progress apinting for class tomorrow and finish my illustration homework. Gah. I HATE DRAWING PERSIAN INTERIORS! There I said it. Why couldnt you die in the middle of an easy to draw location Haephestion? Like the desert.... No you had to die in Susa... with persian tapestries everywhere! Its so hard to draw! SO ANGRY! I'm kicking myself a little here.

x.x

Anyway I'll post in a few weeks when im not so dead.

Dear Wondercon.

PLEASE PLEASE Take a bath....Here have some soap.

Its amazing the amount of people there who dont shower!!! I mean come on is it really that hard? Grrr maybe thats why im so partial to yaoi con cause people actually seem to bathe there.

Anyway it was cool I guess. Kinda crowded and made me feel claustrophobic. I bought an apologetic otaku tshirt and a panties one as well. They re kinda awesome.

I'm sorry for neglecting this site so much. In all truth Ive been neglecting the internets as a whole. Real life kinda taking the priority here. I have been drawing but I haven't had the chance to post stuff.

Been sick and have soooo much to make up. Blah. Same old ritual.

I did traumatize my Illustration one class with my aborted fetus being impaled with a coat hanger. It was rather Lulzy.

I got my classes for fall. Illustration 2 Comics 1 History of illustration and Creative Writing. Fridays will be free for me And only one early class yay!

I've been a in a bit of a rut as well. I'm worried if I can actually sell my work after I graduate. It seems like I don't really have that much confidence. Hopefully I can get over it.

I joined a gym. My personal trainer looks like Hakkai if he was buff. >_>;

And fandoms I am not neglecting you..I'll get back soon I hope!

Thats about it.

Ugh got tagged by


1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send them a message saying they have been tagged.
5. No tag-backs

OK, 8 things about me that the previous tags have not yet revealed!

1. This school semester has given me terets...FUCK BITCH CUNT!
2. I have a strange catfaced/foxfaced boy fetish. I think I just like charecters who are creepy and stalkerish but really playful at the same time.
3. There is NO such thing as too much coffee.
4. The Academy is slowly sucking out my youth, I'm 23 going on 50 x.x
5. I have a glasses fetish but says its narcissism on my part XD
6. Ive been into tritor shinigami threesome sex as of late.... Mmmm sandwiches....
7. Yisou Hakkai is my OTP. Don't be hating cause its raeo. The raep makes it hot
8. I realised after still life painting last week I really like making dolls look like they might murder you in thier sleep. My classmates may be a bit afraid of me LOL


NOW! I TAG:
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Srsly my Clothes fig 1 teacher is a fucking nazi! x.x I have some new fanart stuffs but nothing on the computer. Will update when living again.

So much Homework..... x.x